dreams

I had a dream last night that I slept with James Franco. It was amazing. Waking up was very depressing I must say though. I think the part that really sucks is that of course I'm not crazy enough to be disappointed that I'm not with James Franco, but I'm disappointed because I am not with who I want to be in my real life. Someone who doesn't even talk to me anymore. It's scary to think of how much brain space I have devoted to him and how very little he probably has for me. I feel like a loser, I have not met anyone in almost two years since meeting him that I even feel remotely as interested in. Alright I'm done whining.